Angry people are never wise really.
My last post was a post written in anger, and now that I've gone back and read it I was embarrassed enough to remove it.
One thing people that know me should realize is that I am a reactor.
I react to everything--positively, negatively, whatever--I tend to react.
Some people like to tease me because they know they can and will get a reaction out of me. (I won't name names, you know who you are haha)
Anyway, I had just received some news and it wasn't really great news for me so I kind of just let it out on here.
I swore I would never get a blog but I really love it because I can just write out my feelings and thoughts when I need to.
Some people turn to music, to art, to sports, or other things but I've never really been good at any of those things.
Writing has always been something that's come naturally to me and so its now my first instinct when anything happens.
Its such a release to let everything out. To let my fingers translate what my head and heart are thinking and feeling.
Right now I'm feeling good. (I usually do feel good but I don't often write about it.)
This weekend is Halloween weekend and I'm lost for costume ideas. All I really have in my supply is a mustache and cool nerdy glasses (I'm a college student, I don't really have money to buy a costume. Especially since the Batman ones are expensive...haha.)
The person I really want to hang out with this weekend won't be at the same place I'm going but I'm going with an awesome group of my other favorite people:)
We're going to some dance place tomorrow night and I'm excited! I haven't gone dancing in a long time (a church barn dance does not count in my opinion).
I'll be surrounded with music and boys and costumes. What more could I want? ;)
Good times, with good people is what its all about.
I'm loving my life.
School is good, I'm getting good grades, my teachers all seem to like me, and I hang out with some of the best people I could imagine.
I'm flying home for Thanksgiving and I am SO excited about that!
Most of my siblings are going to be there and we haven't all been together for Thanksgiving in years.
My sisters, some of my brothers are going to be there, my nephew and maybe some of my nieces. I'm so stoked!
I love big families. I think they're crazy and loud and fun. There is never a dull moment. Trust.
I'm so blessed in my life.
I am blessed to watch my loved ones and others turn their lives around and watch strained relationships mend and broken hearts heal.
My God is good to me. He loves me and never lets me forget it.
I have the most amazing friends you could ask for. They love me and support me and they take care of me 'cause heaven knows I would never make it on my own.
There's so many beautiful, wonderful, special, incredible people I know.
Here's to the people that love me and show me everyday:
You're awesome. I love you. I love everything about you and all the things you do for me. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for caring. Thank you for listening. Thank you to the few that have let me cry on their shoulders. Thank you to the others that will comfort me on the future. If you're in my life you have blessed me more than you will ever know. I am grateful for YOU.
I don't have much else to say.
It's just here for you to read and interpret how you want.
These are just my thoughts tonight.